I went back to 2012 on my Tumblr when i was at my peak of being really ill with an eating disorder.
Its a dark and scary website reflecting my thoughts and feelings which makes it even more eerie. I can see how sick i was now.
It made me feel sad- because i was once that ill, and also because people out there are currently that ill or worse.
It made me feel happy- because i am not like that any more. I am lucky that i broke out of that mind set. Really really lucky.
I feel for anyone who is in that dark place. I really really do.